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Sophie's Farewell by ice-baibei, literature

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Sophie's Farewell

Love is a funny thing, The way it takes over your life, The way it enters your life, The way it can tear your insides apart. Those green eyes that would stare so intently into mine, Silky soft fur that only had time for my strokes, Bella, the name you answered to more than your own. Anytime I was down, You would curl up next to me, Share my woes, make me smile. You were the queen of the castle, I bowed to your every command, Wizzard wouldn't dare pass you. Love, the way it enters without a sound, Engages, and connects one to another, Then, in one horrible moment, it will never be the same. I would have given the world for you,

A New Begining by ice-baibei, literature

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A New Begining

At the dj booth we met, Your hand held out to mine I looked down and thought to myself, "What a loser." Starting on the wrong foot We moved to the right, You became the one whom i adored And would do anything for. One night I cried I called you You rode over and comforted me Didn't leave until I was calm. Emails you sent, Calling me 'doofus' and 'stumpy' Are ones that I treasure, Never to be erased. You always knew just what to say Whenever I felt down, You convinced me to tell my mother About the depression I was feeling. Single handedly you saved my life Never knowing how very much you meant to me, I tried to tell you

Thoughts and my father by ice-baibei, literature

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Thoughts and my father

I wish I knew now What I knew back then That no one would ever Come between us. I wish I saw now What I saw then The love in your eyes Focusing on me. I wish I felt now What I felt then As though you would Always be here. I wish I heard now What I heard then That gentle voice Whispering 'Good night'. I wish I smelt now What I smelt then The aftershave you used That woke me. You said you loved me You said you cared. I thought that you weren't lying. I look back now See little things I should have seen Years ago. You left We coped You rang I cried. We met We fought Then it was forever over. Or so I thought.

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Willy's Goodbye by ice-baibei, literature

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Willy's Goodbye

Each Sunday's a bore With not much to do, Standing behind Skate Hire Serving the crew. In walk the rinkies Asking for skates "Can you give us a ten And a size eight?" First they're not sharp Then they're too small, Can't they just take the skates And go have a ball? Then it's off To the ice I must go, Listening to songs I'd rather not know. Steve plays the music And states all the rules, The children can't skate What unco tools! Ski side complains About tobogganing sessions, At least they don't have to give Unco kids lessons. Then you walk in With thoughts so nice, We think, "This isn't so bad, We get paid a price.

My Hero No Longer by ice-baibei, literature

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My Hero No Longer

She was the one I always looked up to. She lost her mother, yet she was still so strong. When I was a child, it was always her and her brother who teased me, but I didn't mind. I thought we were going to grow up to become the best of friends. We were family. I thought she would do anything for me. She drove me to tennis. She kept my secrets. She trusted me enough to keep her secrets. She borrowed money off of me for cigarettes. This was okay, as I thought she needed the money, and if that was what she wanted to buy, then so be it. I messaged her making sure she was okay. I would call her every now and again when it was close to her mother'

Contradiction by ice-baibei, literature

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Contradiction

The silence is overwhelming Yet the noise is too loud I hear you But cannot feel you. The world is contradicting itself Everything is out of order No more do I know what I feel Or believe what I see. I will never know truth Life must continue to lie to me I don't fit in, In this perfect-looking world. Pretty people walk past Their chins held high with confidence They are the people who make heads turn Not I. I feel no sanity anymore The days where I felt happy have gone They ended two years ago Now suicide is contemplated. Life goes on around me But not inside me It's as though no one notices No one notices the thoughts

The Love Passed On by ice-baibei, literature

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The Love Passed On

Do you know how much you made me smile? Or how often you made me laugh? The sun always shone so brightly Whenever you were around. You were always there for me, You never left my side, Through thick, through thin, through everything, You were my confidant, The person whom I adored. Honest, caring, good-natured, loving, Are only a microscopic selection of your good qualities. You captured the heart of everyone you met And you nurtured all of them With every amount of love and tenderness That you could muster. They say that only the good die young, And in your case this was true.

Emotional Loss by ice-baibei, literature

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Emotional Loss

She stood watching over him, Tears streaming down her face. This was the last time she was to see him, And the last place. His face was so young, Yet he lived through so much. If only he could smell her sweet scent, Or feel her soft touch. His pain had ended, Now he was free To go upstairs And live in harmony. Pale was his face, His blue eyes shut tight, He would never see another day Or sleep another night. Life would now be grey for her, Now that she had lost her lover. A tragic disease had taken over, And she will never find another.

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Gone without a Word by froggegirl, literature

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Gone without a Word

It's been 60 minutes Since you last spoke Why didn't you respond Silence.... Still no tears You lay there with your eyes closed Your so peaceful Why should I disturb the peace Silence... Still no noise No traffic, no cars, no buses The outside world has gone quiet I've never heard such quietness before Silence.... I have tears Please don't leave me here I don't know what i would do without you

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Australia
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: South Australia
Favourite genre of music: Anythin that sounds mighty fine
Shell of choice: One that fits!!! :)
Favourite cartoon character: Snoopy
Personal Quote: "Take life as it comes, and the pills that come along with it!"

Favourite Visual Artist

Tim Freedman

Favourite Movies

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, One Perfect Day, My Girl, Velvet Goldmine, the list goes on!

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The Whitlams, Tim Freedman, other Australian music

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ice-baibei

Apr 27, 2006

A sad farewell...

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You remember the poem that I wrote for Dejan? Dejan died on Monday morning. It's his funeral tomorrow. He has touched so many lives. I don't know how we're going to go on without him, but we have to. If anyone could have pulled through, it would have been Dejan. Live life to the fullest. Live it without regrets. Most importantly - just live.

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Apr 9, 2006

Old...

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I'm beginning to feel really old! I mean, I know I'm only going to be 20 in November, but I don't want to not be a teenager anymore! I'm going through a midlife crisis here (meaning I'm going to die at the ripe old age of 38). The day that I will really freak out will be when they hire someone at work who's younger than me. I've been the youngest one there for the past 15 months (ever since I started) and I said to Suzi (a co worker) yesterday that I can never see myself leaving that place (she felt the same - she's been there 4 yrs, but she's in her 40's) and so they have to keep hiring people older than me, even when I'm at the age of 65 t

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ice-baibei

Mar 28, 2006

Angie's Plea

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Hello! I now live about 10mins away from wor, and I got away with spending a mere $20 on petrol for a whole week, and after a month of spending about $80 a week on petrol, it was a very nice surprise! My flatmate is awesome - we get along really well! He's 29 and has become like a big brother to me (no, we have no romantic interest in each other at all - although, his friend's not bad!!!). I have been having dinner at everyone's house except my own, due to the fact I can't cook. So here is my plea for help - DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY RECIPES THAT ARE SIMPLE TO COOK FOR DINNER??? On another note, how are you all? I haven't heard from some of yo

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Angie090485

Feb 19, 2006

Hi. How have you been lately? Im bored. Talk something.

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Nov 9, 2005

Happy Birthday.

Hope you're having a good one.

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Nov 9, 2005

Happy Birthday!!!!

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Nov 9, 2005

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

It's your birthday today, November 9th, and I'm here to wish you a great day, with everything you wished for. All the best to you and another year ahead..

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